Started my day off with a bad phone call from Dad. I told him about the camp that I will be attending tmr & slowly we continued chatting over the phone about my brother, my brother's new girlfriend, Mum, and life. It continued on for about a good 15mins before the both of us got a little agitated and decided not to continue chatting by me saying, "Okay la, don't say so much. Not free now."

I was very hurt by his words & decisions.
I'm very hurt...

You know the feeling of losing someone so close to you? You know the feeling of not being to know how the person is doing even though both of you are in the same country? So near yet, so far away! You know the feeling of crying to bed every night and hoping the next day will be a better day? You know the feeling of seeing the tiredness in your parents' eyes? You know the feeling of hearing the breathing tone of your parents' whom are very tired after a long day at work?

Sigh..

I was talking to Desmond and Glenn this afternoon. I've learnt:

Don't let those laughing at you laugh for too long.
Don't let your loved ones wait for you, wait for too long.
You are who you think you are.

I'll be away to Team Building Challenge Camp with my partners for a good 3 days 2 nights. I will make it very worth it! & I'm very sure it will be a good one!

I want to have my high four-figured pay cheque this month!!
I want to go up on stage during next seminar to receive my award as a Regional Manager!!

Ultimately,

Fuck whatever judgements others have of me, my life and my family.
I'm gonna make them take back their words!

Heading to bed to rest before meeting Michelle and Jerry for breakfast, and then to the camp site to gather with the rest. TBC.. HERE WE COMEEEEEEEE! :)